NEVER-ENDING DREAMS :D

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2011-11-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! this girl so AWESOME!! wish i can like her!!!!

2011-11-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

Omg!!!!2dae so tired!!need to stay back to look after my juniors to do the.Manito board and the telematch proposal!!hair!!wasted one whole day there waiting for the juniors.to finish their work!!! 2morrow i will still have chem that which i need to revise and the compre hw!!!! Don't even noe if i can finish all this stuff by 2dae!!!and others are all tugging for Chinese olevel already and i still have camp to prepare for. Just got my flag which need to design on!! Wasted.my time on wed cause we didn't have flag and just basically discuss for te camp and do nothing much!!!!:’(:’(:’(:’( i also need to study for olevel one leh!!! I not tat smart later nvr study will fail then die leh!!!!haiz don't not what to sy now!!!? OMG!! I JUST REALIZE THAT I MIGHT HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE!!!!!!!!:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D

2011-11-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

2dae got some field trip thing but there was rain!! haha it was expected!!:):) we run abit in the rain!! it was very very tiring cause we need to walk to the different stations!! and there we will have to take down info and answers into the iphone we were provided with!!HAHAA but damn unfair the whole thing was basically me doing everything!!:(:( so damn unfair it's suppose to be a teamwork!! so i ended doing some and dump the rest to my friend!! sry friend!! but u also have to contribute in some ways!!!! now waiting for my phone to finish charging!! still got a long long time to go!! is abt half way through only!! was using my phone the whole day which explains the battery flat!!HEHEHE....seriously i was bored and want someone to talk to be there for me since now i got unlimoted sms i dont care!! hehe i also can talk online so yeah!!! just need somebody there for me!!^^ anyways i should use this time efficiently and plan for the design for the patrol flag!! OMG!! thinking of it i can die!! Olevel is next week and i still need to get my patrol members to meet up to do the patrol flag!!! on 2morrow got some chem extra lesson!! then thurs the sec 2s cannot then fri should have sth on!! next week i dont even want to go out anymore!!! Is OLEVELS not some minor exams!! OMG i'm so screwed!!!:(:(:(

2011-10-31T21:20:00.002+08:00

got a new phone!!!^^ and is using line now - unlimited sms!! hehe!!LOL...can spam sms ler!1 also got wi-fi so can use when i'm bored!! o...talking abt connections i accidentally used 3G yesterday!! Ops.....LOL!!!
just studied a little bit of my chinese for Olevel!! still got time to study more!! hehe~ thats what i'll also think but atleast 2dae i got revise!! nearly slept when i revise!!Sh.....
o....2dae is also my friend's birhtday! i wished her already!!^^ she so awesome and have to carry one big bag of present home!! HAHA!!~~ LOL and i told her to put the soft toys all over her bed and she will have to sleep on the floor!!!>.<
going to be a busy week ahead cause camp coming up and need to do the patrol flag which my patrol havent even design so need abt 2 days!!:(:( and need abt 1 days to go out to shop for the out door cooking stuff and farewell gift for the seniors!!haiz!! thinking of it make me feels so tired!!! need to do soooooo many things and stay back for extra lessons and english cause my eng damn weak!!:(:(
must stay strong cause i noe that these things will be over soon!!!!^^
think positively!!!^^

2011-10-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

quote for the day " Life is what goes no when we make other plans "

2011-10-29T20:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday went home very very late!!! :(:( i slept at 1am!! haiz!! i woke up at 9 am 2dae but i'm still very tired!! then went to sleep before lunch then sleep after lunch!! OMG feel like a pig now!! haha
So.. todae!! nothing much happened o....i went with my family to eat dinner outside order a medium size noodle so that me and my little bro can share the dish!! ended up with one medium size noodles each!! so epic!! i'm soooo full now!! ate abt three times of what i wanted to eat!!!
during abt 4 actually i wanted to eat pizza!!! the frozen pizza then put into the oven to bake!! BUT....the oven was spoiled caused the main switch for the electricity to trip for my house!! so awesome right!1 HAHA anyways my mum ended frying the triangle curry puff!! hehe!! so delicious!!!:P:P:P
o....my mum also talked to me abt boyfriend 2dae cause my cousin keep changing boyfriend!! she tell me i can get one for fun!! seriously!! HAHA cant believe she tell me that cause parents normally dont like their child to have a relationship!!LOL

2011-10-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

Bla bla bla!!! Receive my report book 2dae!!!! So lousy haiz only got 28th position in the class!!! Wish can do better but good enough Liao cause I fail geog and just pass eng!!!! Anyway average is 62.???? On idea!!!!! Can't remember now!!! Hehe!!! No at pub again waterer!! Played pool when I reach home ken a own by my bro as usual!! Hehehe!!!! Anyway going to party at the pub!! BYE

Cody Simpson - On My Mind [Official Video]

2011-10-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

i actually thought he was cute!! hehe!! anyway not bad lar!!! the song is also AWESOME!!!!

Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

2011-10-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

awesome song that i just noe it 2dae!! hehe

2011-10-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

i dont even noe wat to say!!!! haiz!! feel like talking then talk to me then not happy then totally ignore me!! WTH!! so two-faced sia!! lalala~~~ watever dont even want to bother abt those issues!! haiz....... anyway i need winter coat cause i going oversea and too lazy to buy cause only go oversea once every three year or sth like that!! dont even noe who have winter coat to lend me!! cause i dont want to be an ice cube when i came back!!anyways also not sure will get use to the temp. or not later sick the whole trip!! quite pointless already!haha~~
2morrow getting back report book!! dont look forward to it!! i'm surely going to lose 10 dollars and will be somewhat last in class!! thinking abt it i should start revising for chinese!! OMG!! i keep telling myself to study in the end always fail!!-_- must study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-10-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

went shopping almost the whole day!!
firstly went to royal sport warehouse!! so so crowded!! haha!! at last didnt went in!!
then we went to parkway!! didnt buy anything!! after that went home and rest and i fell asleep!! then abt 3 went to expo for robinson's sale but long queue!! then went to bedok central there we then buy 4 pair of jeans!! HAHA shop the whole day for 4 pair of jeans and they are for my bro!! i went out the whole day for nothing!!:(:( anyway i think there will be still another chance to buy things for myself!!^^ hehe!!:):)
anyways its very very late so thats a breif summary of want had happened 2dae!! so tired ready to sleep!! BYE~!!!

2011-10-25T22:50:00.001+08:00

wth!! girls will alwasy have a sadder life cause whenever their parents not at home they have to be the one to do the house work!! while the damn guys just order them around!! wth how unfair can this be!! cant they just move their asses and help to do!! i'm not like the maid or anything like that!! seriously!!! so terid now and still need to do stuff for them......... seriously!! grow up sia not like they were busy doing hw or studying they were playing duel monster card game!! how much worst can it be.......

2011-10-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

so tired now!! haiz!! its 10.30 already!!! need to sleep soon cause 2morrow going for shopping!!^^ and like family outing the whole day! i need the energy to shop and walk!! haha! 2dae just wasted the whole time in front of the comp!! wanted to do sth productive but failed!! like always!! and the weather is seriously killing me!!!:(:(: so humid!! received truncated lesson 2dae, abt 2 more weeks to olevel chinese exams!! arg stress cause most ppl are staying at home to study for olevel 2morrow!!! cant look forward to thurs for choices programme hope that it will be FUN!! then dont look forward to fri cause receive report book i think i should be some what last in class!! haiz!! wanted this week to end cause i dont noe why maybe i'm just very tired now!! i felt that this week is one of the worst week ever!! watever!! i remember i need to do sth!! so see ya!!:):):)

2011-10-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

these are the two awesome songs which make my day!! both of them are love songs but "every time we touch" is a like i dunno noe love song...... then the "hush hush" is a sort of breakup song!!LOL watever!! i also dont noe wat i'm talking abt!!hehe

Cascada - Everytime We Touch

2011-10-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

The Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush; Hush Hush

2011-10-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

2011-10-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wish there will be someone who will stand by me and listen to all my sorrow!!! someone who i can text everyday!! LOL but now thinking it!! it is all a wish cause seriously i cant text everyday my parents scold me!! like hell for using my phone too much and relying on phone too much!! then also cannot go out everyday cause later they will control my pocket money!! then there's not much trustable ppl in the sch!! so yeah!!>.< i know i can always trust myself!!^^ watever these are just thoughts!! m so tired now that i'm blogging this crap!!HAHA!! think i need my beauty sleep!! or else....

2011-10-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

some meaningful quotes!!! HEHE!!! frm some fortune cookie i opened 2dae online!!^^
"A person is happy is happy when he's has achieved his own dreams, not the dreams of others"!!:):):) so true right!! HAHA^^

2011-10-24T14:47:00.003+08:00

i dunno why it have become like that!! why me?? i noe that i'm not perfect cause who is perfect!! seriously.....i dont think the "you-noe-who" is perfect!! she's just a retarded flirt!!!obviously there will always be a victim in the sch the one who always get hurt and the one who sees the ugly side of those two-faced bitches!!! but why is it me?? is it going to be going back to the past like it was repeating itself!! i noe i'm not suppose to hide but i'm not that brave enough to face the reality!!!people thought that i'm a brave and confident person but deep down it's not. it's the opposite. i just need a place in this world!! everybody is wearing a mask....who to trust? who will be always there for me? who is willing to give me a shoulder to cry on? but to say the truth not trusting anyone is keeping watever feelings to myself!! sometimes its just too much!! i can't keep so much things to myself!! anyway feeling much better now cause i just rest then watch some cartoon which really do the work and ate fried rice with roller coaster snacks!!^^ feel so awesome at home!! LOVE the warmth at home!!:):):)

2011-10-24T12:58:00.001+08:00

I am damn pissed now!!! Seriously wat u think u are!!! Since u have treated this way!!! Then its war!!! I dont really care abt it anymore!!! Seriously go to hell!!!!!

2011-10-24T12:12:00.000+08:00

The LY!!! Dont be sad hor!!! Stay happy kay??? HAhah!!!!!:):) dont sad Pls!!!!!!^^

2011-10-24T12:06:00.001+08:00

Haiz!!! Todae is just like how i have predicted!!! A bad day!!!! Watever lar!! Just learn to enjoy life lar

2011-10-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

haiz!! stupid comp is not working properly lor!! haiz keep restarting itself then i go use safe mode!! sian.... cannot listen to music!!:(:(:( going to cry!!!!! now is like dead silence!! seriously!! watever just music-deprived here!!!:(:(

2011-10-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

dont even look forward to 2morrow!!
firstly, need to wake up early cause need to reach sch by 7.30am
secondly, going to be with those ppl i dont even noe!! okay maybe those w3ho i not very close with
thirdly, it is going to be very very tiring cause we are sort of giving those ppl's hse a make over!!!! need to sleep early 2dae!!^^
fourly, it took up half of the day until abt 1.30 if i'm not wrong and cannot go out with my family to eat breakfast celebrating i dont noe wat event!! HAHA but they going to eat dim sum which i work so hard!! so unfair!!:(:(

2011-10-20T21:27:00.001+08:00

sometimes i got the feeling that i cant trust you anymore!! ppl are just warning me against you! i noe that no one can be perfect but........just dont noe how to express my thoughts without hurting anyone!!

2011-10-20T21:15:00.001+08:00

sheds a bucket of tears!!! HAIZ!! feeling much better now!!^^

2011-10-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

walao!! my results like shit!! just past my english in the dot!! then failed geog and then just pass my higher chinese by 2 marks then only have one A which is only a A2!!!! haiz think i can just die or sth cause i seriously deproved alot!!!!!! maybe i will get last in class for real this time!!! WTH!!:(:(:(:( i regretted not studying and improved my eng!! but HOW!!! have no idea wat to do so that my studies will improve!1 these results are just unacceptable!! maybe i just have not really really put in my head and soul to study!!!!here are the confessions: was playing and listening to music and maybe even watching some movies during the exams period!! now thinking of it i realize that i was just plain stupid!!!had always wanted things to get better without even trying!! haiz thats ME!! just upset with my results!! anyways hope my parents will not get too angry and i have to pay $10 to my uncle cause i make a bet with him!! haiz!! can say bye to my pocket money!!!!

2011-10-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

okay my results are super bad!! wont even want to talk abt it!! anyways only got a b4 for amath, c6 for higher chinese, a2 for emath!!!!!!!!!!1 so lousy right!! i think i can just die!!wanna a much better results...maybe have high expectations but others are winning me!! which means my class position will deproved!!! WTH...wish that i can turn back the clock and study very very hard!!!! haiz...watever have been over i over cant do anything to it so yeah gonna face the music!!!!anyways i would like to thanks all my awesome friends who always cheer me up whenever i'm down!!^^ i loves u guys alot...:):) and i will cherish our friendship cause u are awesome and will not keep complaining and will not two faced and are not brainless!!!!HAHA
o...yeah i remember my parents tell me that they want me to go tuition for my sec 4 years!! there goes my self independent studying and freedom!!:(:( going to have english tuition, physic tuition, chinese tuition and.............!! anyways still not confirm yet!! but it SUX!!

2011-10-18T19:10:00.004+08:00

saw this on someone's blog!!

"Seriously, you dont have any friends not real friends anyway because you fucking deserve it. You just reflect ok just reflect, when you were crying you were sad you were depressed or whatever you were la you always had someone to turn to right? There were people willing to cheer you up willing to look out for you without you forcing them to right? But what the fuck did you do to them...you ignored them you made them feel unwanted you made them feel like the second friend you used them when you found a new friend. That's the reason you dont have friends, you use people. And it just fucking disgusts me. i mean la ya maybe you didnt do it to me but you did it to my bestfriend. and you dont fucking mess with her ok i will make sure you fucking suffer. you just disgust me ok dont come and talk to me cause i wont be nice to you anymore i mean like why should i? you are a fucking hypocrite you say your friends dont appreciate you but you do you appreciate them in the first place? you have to love to be loved. ok la wtv you want la dont bother talking to me alr i wash my hands off you."

seriously these perfectly describe you!! you are just writing about yourself!! are you even aware that u are treating ppl this way so others will treated u the same way how u treated others and wats with the "fucking" all over ur post not like u are going to fuck the person!! seriously!!! and when are you even nice to ppl!! u are so two-faced that u thought others doesnt have eyes to see1!! no one is as brainless as you!!

2011-10-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

had done some useful online stalking todae!!^^

2011-10-17T19:23:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog a few days ago but lost internet connection!! anyways got back some of my results!! so depressing sia! all so lousy! i think i can commit subside already lar!!so SAD!! i hope that the remaining results will be much much better!! and i got my first choice for choices programme!! YEAH!! hip-hop!^^dancing~~~~:):) went out to katong shopping mall 2dae to play pool with my friends! they quite pro lar!! haha!! its was okay and nothing much that is interesting........went home and wanted to pratice my shooting skills!! spent abt 45 mins to make sure that all the balls went into the holes!! cant wait for this week to end!! still have a long long way!! haiz!! boring-est week cause we are going to get all our papers back by this week after this week is post exam already!!! so end faster pls!! haha!!!^^

2011-10-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

arg!! okay nearing my sleeping time!!^^ anyways i wanna read BOOKS!!! and i'm dont think i'm going to the library anything soon!!:(:( haha!! due to my despo-ness!! i download some books frm the net!!!^^
hm...now i dont even noe wat to do till the time i sleep!!haiz!! so bored!! apparently my hse is book-less!! okay maybe one or two but i read it like hundred times already!!so??????

2011-10-12T22:32:00.003+08:00

OMG!! just heard a awesome song!!^^ because u loved me by Céline Dion!!!!^^ so awesome!!
anyways i'm going to collect my i/c 2morrow!! which mean that i have to go to sch! which also means that i have to wake up early but not very very early!!^^
fri i will also have CCA!! wats the point of having marking days when i still have to go to sch!!:(:( but at least i feel so stress-free after the exams!!! so relaxing!! the only scary time is when we get back our results and report books!!!:(:( i hope i get GOOD results!!
anyway the positive thing is dont need to study anymore and is post exam period and lots of fun!!^^ o....and i'm going oversea this year too!! i miss going to other country so much the last time i went to have fun in other country should be in sec 1!!!
YEAH!!! FUN! FUN! FUN!:):):)

Céline Dion - Because You Loved Me

2011-10-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

2011-10-11T20:36:00.001+08:00

HAHA!! nothing much to update 2day!! amath papaer was quite hardcause i nvr study the cos thing that u have to draw the graph!!:(:( but manage to do all the questions except for 1!!! haiz i hope there will not be any careless mistake!!^^
anyway i went home straight 2day!! haha didnt went out with anyone cause dont feel like it!!2morrow dont need to go to sch!! OMG so happy!! going to watch anime Fortune Arterial!!!! damn freaking interesting and sweet!! spent almost half a day watching the series!!LOL dont plan to go out 2morrow too!!

2011-10-10T18:36:00.001+08:00

okay i feel so random now!! haha!! so i'm going to take random quizzes and put the results here!! HAHA!! i dont think anyway one can be more random than me!!^^

2011-10-10T18:13:00.002+08:00

OMG!! 2day chem was quite hard!!:(:( i really hope that i will not fail!! seriously.... for the section b i just scrape my way through the question!!! i wanna to get a least A for this chem!!anyways........
i would like to :
1) to be nice to everyone
2) be good to my parents
3) get good results
4) travel around the world
5) have lots of money
6) be somebody instead of nobody!!^^
7) and ........
HAHAHA!!! i also not very sure what i want!!hehe:):):)

2011-10-10T18:09:00.002+08:00

arg!! so sleepy!! i just woke up:):) was sleepy due to the stress!! although i didnt really study but when enter the exam hall is so stressful!!!it is either u noe it or not noe it at all. haiz!!2morrow last day!! must preserve!!^^ parents said that i nvr study trherefore my results will be very BAD!! but hope that miracles can happen!!haha^^ need to pray very very hard..........
think of the last day i also cannot go out!! cause parent say need to go home first.........this is so awesome!!!:(:(:( anyway the bright side i would have 5 days of holi!!!^^ i can also go out on these days!!!

2011-10-08T21:36:00.001+08:00

crap!! i spent the whole time on line!!! creating the tumblr and try to edit it!!OMG!! time flies and i havent even study emath!! whihc i ahd planned to study it by TODAY!!!

2011-10-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

HAHA!!! i just created a tumblr!! HAHA
heres the screen shoot!! but i still not quite sure how to use!!>.<
anyway i put my fav colour!!^^

Demi Lovato 'Gift of a Friend' Music Video

2011-10-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

as i said again very meaningful so dont laugh at me u really need to listen to the music!!

2011-10-08T21:01:00.001+08:00

i like this song alot!! (although it is quite childish but very meaningful leh!!>.<)
Heres the lyrics:

Gift Of A Friend lyrics
Songwriters: Dodd, Andy; Lovato, Demi; Watts, Adam;

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go

You'll change inside when you realize
The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground you, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home, you're not alone

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in, when believe in the gift of a friend

2011-10-08T20:51:00.002+08:00

haiz!!! i can officially say that my chem sux!! cause when i did chem exercise 16 i only got 31 out if 40!! wish is 9 question wrong and half of it is due to carelessness:(:( haiz!! hope my chem will magically improved and i hope i can finish the chem papers on time!! wish me lucks peeps!!^^
anyways went to the live class 2day for remindial students!! i went there and did not learn anything cause most of it i understand already just that when i apply the concept i seriously sux!!! really cant wait for the EOYs to finish ASAP!!! arg....just 2 more days of exam need to persevere cannot give up now!!!:):) left chem paper 1 and 2 emath paper1 and amath paper 2!!I CAN DO IT!!HAHA!!^^
cant wait to party!!^^

Demi Lovato - Skyscraper

2011-10-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

JoJo - Disaster (Audio)

2011-10-07T20:48:00.001+08:00

He Is We - All About Us ft. Owl City

2011-10-07T20:41:00.001+08:00

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

2011-10-07T20:40:00.001+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - Mr. Know It All

2011-10-07T20:39:00.001+08:00

2011-10-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

i think this song perfectly describe you except that i dont even love you!! cause i hate you!!! BITCH!!!!!

Jar Of Hearts lyrics
Songwriters: Christina Perri;Drew Lawrence;Barrett Yeretsian

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes

I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back you don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

2011-10-07T13:03:00.002+08:00

went with my babes yesterday to longjohn silver!! actually wanted to use the time to sleep :(:( BUt... i had lots of fun with them!!hahah

2011-10-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

WTH!!! my brother so selfish!! sniff sniff!!!

2011-10-07T11:07:00.001+08:00

this night will nvr be forgotten!!^^

2011-10-07T11:05:00.006+08:00

2011-10-07T11:01:00.003+08:00

haha!!! damn crazy yesterday!!O.O had a really crazy night!!!my relatives and family!!^^

2011-10-05T16:31:00.002+08:00

hahah!!! today exam is manageable !! muhaha!!!LOL just feeling damn random now!! dont even want to study cause 2 morrow night i will be partying!!!!^^hehe
celebrating firstly my father's birthday, secondly baby cousin birthday which is just one day apart!!( so awesome right^^) and CHILDREN day!!HAHA cause never had children since in secondary sch!!hehe
going to the PUB to enjoy myself with champagne and sparking juice and punch!!!!>.<
i cant wait!!^^

2011-10-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

i have learnt to appreciate my life!!!
cause here are the things i like about my life:
1)my awesome parents cause they will try to get the things i want!!<3
2) my siblings although they are quite irritating at time but they can be sooo SWEET!!HAHA so should just give them credit:):):)
3) my AWESOME friends i have in 3D'11 they will be ALWAYS there for me!!:):) even when i'm irritating!!THANKS!!!<3
4) my pri sch BBF!! i enjoy meeting up with her during the sch holis and go out together!!! u are AWESOME my friend!!^^
5) the fact that i was given a chance to start anew!! i would not have to look back and remember those dark days!!

SO THANKS ALL OF U AWESOME AND SWEET AND NICE AND FANTASTIC AND FUN AND LOVING AND.......... PEOPLE!! U HAVE MAKE MY DAY EVERY DAY!!!!<3<3<3<3

2011-10-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

HAHA!! this is sooo fail!!
the seagull went into a store and carry a pack of potato chips(i guess) out from a store~!!
http://captivatedbyswift.tumblr.com/post/11021437293/look-at-this-fucking-seagull

2011-10-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

YO!! people!! hie!!! i just suddenly have this weird urge to write something here!! so yeah!!>.<
firstly, exams!!!!!!! OMG stress stress. hope it will finish soon!! cant wait to enjoy after the EOY!!
OMG imagine the freedom the fun...........haha
secondly, i will try to update my blog more frequently cause i can write anything here!! :):):)
lets see when i will update it again!!HAHA^^

2011-08-01T12:33:00.000+08:00

dont feel like doing anythng now!! haiz!!! o.....random!! btw this is also random!!! "my life is filled with drama" haha!! yeah quite true!!:):)

2011-08-01T12:30:00.001+08:00

had fun today!!!!:):):) using comp during CE lesson!! how good it can be!! lol!! anyway wish me luck cause later got Amath level test!!!! :O shoulcd be studying now!! but....watever!!

2011-06-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

there are always quotes which encourage you to move forward and be a better person but sometimes this quotes will not work

2011-05-23T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hie hie blog havent been blogging for quite some time!!:) haiz my life damn sian!! I didnt even noe wat to do!!! Everytime I did sth u will just scold me!! Do u realize that we have different views and no one will be right!!! U don't like others to judge u but did u think and see if u judge others too?? And and and u keep lying!!! I have to know when u are not lying it's a tiring job trying to offer ever sentence!! I really enjoy time with u!!!:):) I hope u will understand all this!! I one it was bad to talk ABT u here but I rather talk here then out loud!!:):)

2011-05-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

feeling lost!!:(

2011-04-16T10:58:00.001+08:00

want to get into PHL!!!!

2011-04-16T10:33:00.001+08:00

have you ever wonder what dreams are made of???

2011-02-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

i miss all my friends!!!:(

2010-10-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

OMG!!went to the ZOO!!! was damn nice:) haha!!! so fun miss the whole time together when i reach home!! OMG LOVE that outing should do more of this type of outing!!! ^^ But....when i reach home, my leg hurt from all the walking!! :)BUT most importantly i had fun!!!:)
cant forget that moment when we did the fly fox....cant get it off my memory....the time when we play together and had soo much fun, i also enjoyed myself..:) but the problem is the flying fox is for kids and i m not a kid so is damn funny playing that thing!!imagine me on the kid's flying fox...haha!!!!
Saw lots of animals but the Zoo really stinks but i dont care!!:)went to 2 shows and ate at KFC......visit all the animals took some shots then took the tram which cost $5!!!
spent quite a lot!! but was fun!!:)

2010-10-08T11:51:00.003+08:00

a few more days to go!! jia you!! :)after wednesday i can play!!!! thursday and friday next week will not have school!! cause is a marking day:) cant wait till thursaday!!:) exams are going to finish SOON!! :)

2010-09-20T14:08:00.002+08:00

in school now and damn bored!!!!
okay...did not update for a few dyas now!!:)
sunday NO swimming lesson!!YAY!!
saturday went to the east division day and won two competitions.
one won silver the other one won bronze.
quit fun and learn something new...
my group did recycled craft but did not win but felt that it was nice anyway!!!:)

O...i have a bright and cheerful personality?!?!?

2010-08-23T18:15:00.001+08:00

Here is the analysis:

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

My personality love style?!?!?

2010-08-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

The Real Me?!?!?

2010-08-23T18:08:00.001+08:00

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2010-08-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

wow!!! YOG has already started damn cool!!! both of my brother already went to the competitions but i havent get to see one!! but never mind!! :) went to central square on sunday to eat dinner.... food there quite nice...like that restaurant:)
today just came back from bedok bought NEW shoes, shorts...:) i also eat sushi :)!!!

2010-08-10T16:07:00.002+08:00

woah!!1 saw the fireworks?!?! anyway its super nice!! :) how i wish i could watch the parade on tv!!! :( anyway brought lots of things home!!! all the goodies and friendships!!! they are the friends that stand with me these four months.... wish that our friendship will always stay strong!! :)

2010-08-06T17:27:00.003+08:00

how today ndp school celebration!!! i messed up the parade!! :( cause i suddenly forget when to stop!!! i was so nervous that i was shivering throughout the parade....:(anyway hpoe that i will not mess up the national day parade!!! :) wish me luck!!! anyway after the parade we went up to second floor where we could watch the performance...but the sun was super bright!!!! after that the finale keep jumping running and stuff!!! went high with andrea!!! after this my face was suer red!!! :)... then we still cannot go home yet!! need to horse shoe formation to can the badges and stuff... got three badges emergency, first aid and laundry badges. we also got a silver total defence badge!! :) i got one rank(patrol second)!! :) anyway after all was FUN!!! but tired so i had to sleep 2 hours!!!

2010-08-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

today do school NDP rehearsal was quite okay but tiring.2morrow got sep so need bring pe attire....three days continuously wearing pe...:) anyway 2day madam say that we dont watch the performance cause can watch it during 6/8 and ask we all to continue during drills.... :(
today = bad day cause SOMEONE treated as if i m some retarded person therefore they cannot sit near me cause maybe i would kill them??? doesn't make sense right.... think that you need a lesson so i will give you a lesson.
1)this is who i m you have to accept the facts.
2)if this is how you are going to treat me i m going to treat you the same way
3)don't assume that i m trying to befriend with you
4)i think that you are the one with some major attitude problem!!!
so lesson ended..... so go take the necessary actions FOLLOW STEP BY STEP....

2010-08-03T17:34:00.002+08:00

woah...felt light hearted 2dae....
anyway during PE lesson hit by a basketball and the next second i started crying....
so just got NEW spectacles cause thanks to the ball which cause my spectacles to spoil....
then later got girl guides meeting and guess what.....i was promoted to Patrol Second!!!! :).....just now was looking through all the pictures during the preview at http://photosharing2010.shutterfly.com/.. anyway take a look cause if quite nice!! :)

2010-08-01T15:27:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! :) the fireworks yesterday was WOAH!!! damn beautiful!!! u guys seriously had to go and take a look...it was like watching a 3D movie....:)!!! but now my legs are painful... from the marching yesterday....

2010-07-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

so..wat are friends for?!? i would probably says that they will give you company and help you out when we needed help. but now that i know it was not all...it also provide us warmth when there was a friend beside you helping you, supporting you. but wat if it was opposite..and now that you are starting to get cold?!?! wat would you do?!?! with no one beside supporting you, helping you but only back-slapping you?!?!
but have you think about your actions?!?! will it hurt others when you be "commenting" abt someone?!?! or worse in front of that someone?!?! what if you are the one being "commented" how will you feel. if you felt angry and will hate that person then why do you treat others like that?!?! have you ever thought that that person will think of you in the same way?!?!

2010-07-26T17:14:00.002+08:00

today was same as always....chinese lesson teacher did not come so ended up damn bored!!! cause need to do the chinese idioms.... then got IT lesson i never do poster(shh....) anyway we are brain stormed abt the story boarding!!! today weather was very cold!!!! and i had goosebumps......

2010-07-26T17:13:00.001+08:00

i am very sick and tired of the coldness !!!

2010-07-25T16:15:00.001+08:00

life is just like a roller-coaster, there are up and downs throughout your whole life....but wat if ur life is always downs but no ups ?!?!

2010-07-21T20:17:00.002+08:00

life in secondary school is very different from primary school....and my life will never be the same!!!!

2010-07-20T18:53:00.002+08:00

DID YOU KNOW:
-Kissing is healthy.
-Bananas are good for cramps.
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
-It's true.Guys DO insult you if they like you.
-Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it.
-89% of guys would want girls to make the first move.
-Girls love it when guys hug them from behind the waist.
-chocolate makes you feel better.
-Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket
-Guys think its cute when you mess up.
-A true friend will NEVER judge you .
-There is only one person who is worth your tears.
-If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.

2010-07-20T18:44:00.002+08:00

today was okay!! had PE in the morning!! as it was our last time playing mini-tennis,i decided to enjoy myself!! so i ended up playing it a bit rough!! but overall quite fun!! the only exercise i dont like is the warming up we had to do before the game!! anyway after PE we had english lesson the topic was FOOD!! we had to discuss wat to bring on friday!! my group ended up having bread,potato chips,kimchi,marshmallow!! this coming friday will be going have a food tasting session i think i will ended up like a mini- buffet!!:) anyway there was a history test today!! i study and memorised all the political, social and economic but i still dont noe how to do question 2(comparision). i cant see any similarities between the two sources!!i ended not doing the question!! 6marks fly away!! :(

2010-07-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

today serve VIPs for the prize giving thing!!quite scary at first cause nervous and stuff!!!after that ok already cause got use to it!!need to ask"Sir/madam gd afternoon! do you need coffee/tea??" then after a while the fruit punch went out then have to say "sorry no more fruit punch here, please go to the other side" think all the gg did a gd job 2day!!yay!! anyway 2morrow need to do read pair share!! i damn nervous!! think i got stage fright!!! ah...help!! and......3 more days to ne show 2!! hehe maybe i will be there!!!

2010-07-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!So embarrassing!!! anyway i got HIGH fever which was 38.9!!!! it was only a high fever not that i faint or something else!!! anyway i have recovered so everything is OK!!! :D. but still need to take my medicine!!! past 2 days i sleep and sleep and sleep cause of the fever i m uber tired!!! didnt attend school yesterday but didnt feel like i dont noe anything when i returned to sch 2day!! Nothing much happened 2day!!! but i am sad cause i can play tennis during PE!!! so unfair, have to sit down and watch other play!!!and cant wait for the NE show 2 cause my little bro will be going!!! and i maybe down there marching!! :)

2010-06-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

wow...havent update for a long time!!:) cause this few days quite pack!!lots of activities going on!! ok so went to bali came back on 8th of june. we played a lot of things like "flying fish","dount" it was damn nice!!:D oo..also went to snorkeling. the fishes and the corals quite nice!! but don't haf waterproof camera so didnt take any pictures. so when i was there i share my room with two other cousin.then on the last day we went to play paint ball!!we haf to wear those bulky army shirt!! anyway i didnt haf fun cause our opponent are those australian!!! and when they shoot is damn pain!! cause i got bruise :(!!i also went to the beach to watch the sun set quite nice and the waves is nicer than those in singapore!!!there are horses on the street those that fetch ppl frm places to places...cool right?!?!anyway yesterday and today i got this first aid course thing is frm 9-6!!super boring 1 most of the time theory..then got some time need to do the CPR!!! theory so long then practical so short!!! and..2morrow is the test already lor!! so fast only two days to study all those crap!!

Qualities of your companion

2010-06-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hehe . Well ive been thinking through some things and i wanna post about
this .

Well , there's this mindchamp teacher who shared with us
about her experience . When we list out the qualities we look for in a guy ,
we tend to get otherwise . Yep . Well i must say it's pretty true .

Dont believe me ? Well , list down the qualities you look for in your guy/girl.
In the future , take this list out, compare with your steady , u will find it really shocking :D
Well , thats the power of love , ahahaha ! Laughs' !

This is the quiz :D here it goes ;

Would you like your guy to be ;
1. Mr. Ambitious= Its good to be ambitious , but not too much to that extend .
2. Mr. Shades = Nope , dont like.
3. Masculado = Too muscular is scary ! D: Just strong and fit would do.
4. Guys who give flowers = I love flowers(; Awww , so sweet (:
5. Smiling face = Hehe yep !
6. Hiphop = Doesnt matter !
7. Guys who ask permission before courting = Yep.
8. Has earring/s = At most one ! that looks cool :D
9. Used to chew bubblegum = No !
10. Long-hair = So long as its neat :D
11. Bald = erm sorry i dont like bald guys.
12. Antipatiko = No way.
13. Charm= Definitely .
14. Computer-games addict = DEFINITE NO NO !
15. Basketball player = Ahahaha , i dont really mind that.
16. Mr. Count-my-ex’s-till-you-drop = No ):
17. Mestizo = What's this ?
18. Guys who sing well = Don't get oput of tuned its enough :D
19. Quiet/tame = When we're out alone .
20. Cum laude = Yup , smart guys :D
21. Formal = At the right time , but not always !
22. Friendly = Friendly but not flirt !
23. Mr. I have an opinion about anything & everything = F*** you man ! my gosh !
24. Motorcycle guy = Doesnt matter.
26. Rocker = I hate rock.
27. Skate boarder = Nope.
28. Alaskador (prankster) = Playful yes , overboard no.
29. Flirt = Only with me :D
30. Mr. Every girl's dream guy = Woah . but i dont really like it.
31. Egoistic=No ! ):
32. Painter = Not really :D
33. Mr sweet talk= I hate it , seriously .
34. Mr. Love Letter = I love love letters ! :D But it must be sincere .
35. Mother's boy= No !
36. Talks Too Much = Oh shut up would you ?!
37. Soccer Hottie = Ahhh , ?
38. Anti-Christ = I hate people who are racist or whatever ist . LOL.
39. Romantic= Definitely yeah :D
40. Hangs Out With His Friends A Lot = Yes be sociable but not neglecting me .
41. Mysterious Guy = Hate it.
42. Cute Idiot = hahahhaa , definite thumbs up !
43. Guitarist = Neh.
44. Wide Vocabulary Guy = I love this kinda guy.
45. Loves you = Duh O.O
46. Tennis guy = Sporty guys are hawt.
47. Dark skin = a little Tanned would do.
48. Tall = taller than me of course.
49. Chubby = hehehe awws i love guys who has chubby cheeks ! xD
50. Hairy = EEEEEEEEEEEEW !

Well thats all :D

2010-06-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

hey,people juz got back frm medan(indonesia) yesterday!!!!do quite some crazy things there cause the life there is TOTALLY different frm singapore!! while i was there i had a massage and went to the salon two day in a row!!i also realize that i had a few relatives there!! ok so when i came back i was very tired but i didnt even bother to take a rest(i WILL try not to sleep in the afternoon :D). so all i can do is to read some random story book. and tomorrow i am going to go to bali to enjoy myself which means that i had to take the plane again!!! i seriously haf nothing to do on the plane(is like super boring!!!). anyway cant wait cause this time ir=t is with my relatives we going to bali together!!!:)

2010-05-30T20:11:00.003+08:00

OMG!! super excited cause i m going on a oversea trip!! it is not just some nornal trip it was an invitation to my relative dinner in medan(indonesia).SUPER excited cant wait to go there!! my cousins reached there already!!! they said that the house there is damn big!!! there is a computer and a play station!! cant wait to go there and so unfair they got to go there first!!:( but think i will enjoy the trip!! lets count down!! 5...4...3...2 more days!!! :)

2010-05-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

soo tired!!! :( went to Agri-food & Veterinary Centres... so boring only a talk about where we are going today!! Y cant they do the talk in sch!! must go all the way there to listen to a talk!! after that went to qian hu some fish farm!! saw different kinds of fishes but also nothing much cause they are fishes they cant entertain you!!!then nid to go all the way to the orchidville (it is some place of lots of orchids). before we went for the tour, there was a long and boring talk about those orchids!!!(the guide talk all the way when we were on the tour). Can u imagine urself under the damn hot sun and 1 lady throwing stuff into ur head abt orchids!!! anyway we then went back to sch on the way back slept for quite a while cause nothing better to do!!! if i noe that this trip is soo long and boring and have to go from places to places i then will NOT choose this as my NE learning journey!!!when i reach sch!! is already 2++ and my cca starts at 2.30!! (we also need to change to PE) so i did not haf time to eat my lunch then went straight for cca!!:( and...2day the sec2 need to "look after" the sec 1s!!!!! today is quite a TOUGH day!!! :(

2010-05-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

yay!!! exam finish liao!!! but i still will not go out!!! cause wanna study very hard for the end year!!! this time my result all damn bad!!!!:( after exam liao still got lots of activities going no!!!!2morrow got ne learning journey!!! will be damn boring i think!!

2010-05-13T11:30:00.002+08:00

1 MORE day!!!! juz haf to wait!!! Finally exam is going to end!! :) after 2 weeks of stress!! can relax a bit liao! today got lit.test think is quite ok!! but I forget to read the story before the test so not sure how to do the last question!!! Monday is a marking day which means NO sch!!!! So excited and happy!!!! but this SAT got NDP training frm 8am-6pm think I will die under the sun!!!! it is every week till the NDP !!!! Still got soooo many weeks!!! :(

Mid Year Exam

2010-05-11T11:49:00.002+08:00

Mid Year exam again so sain today jus finish science test at least not as bad as the mathematics test yesterday!!! cause i screw the WHOLE math paper :( anyway finish english paper 1 and paper 2 ,chinese paper 1 ,history!!!! three more papers to go !!! must jia you!! preserve to the end!!! anyway wish u all good luck for ur examination !!! :D

Saturday

2010-04-20T19:56:00.002+08:00

i went to Bishan HQ(my father brought me there :D)for gg.was there cause of some NDP selection thing!!After a few rounds, i got in to the NDP continent!!Most of my friends got in but except for two they didnt make it through the selection.feel sad for them.my teacher also said that she will pay for the boots if we get in NDP.(save $26).
after this we walk to junction 8.four of my friends found a seat at KFC.then remaining four of us wait for them to finish to take the place so we went to walk around the mall.After that went back to KFC,they r going to finish so we line up to order food.after eating went to MRT took east west line home. wanted to take circle line next week!!!!then wait for my little bro to finish his tuition to go to my fren's hse cause her little bro's b'day.have fun at her hse!!wanted to go to her hse to sleepover during the june holi(cause she was a long lost fren of mine:D).From 5-10 was at her hse playing comp!!!!

my life

2010-04-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

on wed went to han xi's hse we watch anime "miad sama" then the video quickly chiong when it was like around 7!!!we reach her hse at around 3(i think).After that i went home. on the way home,siti was wearing her shoe(super slow)so me and saf walk along the pavement first. on the pavement i saw a frog i was hoping around so i walk closer to it it hop into the grassy area and dissapear.saf then walk back to wait for siti.when she walk on that pavement again.i wass behind her so i point to her leg and say"hey there is a frog a ur leg".she use her hands to sweep her leg and realize there was nothing.by the time i was laughing away.she was so pissed that she piont the middle finger and when she piont the middle finger,Han xi's father drove past!!!then i said that she was pointing it to han xi's father!!! (it was so funny) that i tease her all the way till the mrt!!!Btw today no CCA cause teacher own us one week so now she is returning us!!!

what a day!!!

2010-04-09T20:53:00.002+08:00

waoh jus realize that i had not update my blog!!!
today i got CCA it was so boring first was a lesson on how to iron the clothes which i already noe!! and i cant find my handbook!!!!o..before that when i was changing to guides uni!!!i dropped my badge luckily my fren found it or i will die!!!! then we had drills!!! half way through the drills!!!it began to rain!!! then i cant heard the timer and the command!!! so i was screw up a bit!!!! then the band move to the canteen and their instrument was soooo loud!!!! that we gave up after the timer and the commander tried their best to compete with the band!! so we have lots of time left cause we are suppose to do our drills till 55 mins later!! so we sat down and played some mini game!!!sec 1s later then join us!!!we had to play a game where 1 person stands in the middle will while there was a chair for everyone even for the one standing up!!when the game starts, we must move in clockwise or anti clockwise so that the person in the middle will not get the space!!! in the end my butt hurts cause we played it while we were sitting down!!!

2010-03-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! common test was finally over can enjoy a bit until all the result r out!!! Tomorrow got camp at kota tinggi!!!! got lots of activities hope will enjoy myself there!! i wanna noe who is my buddy for the camp!!!Btw i have to say HAPPY B'DAY to siti and ruth!!!!!

2010-01-24T11:23:00.002+08:00

this few days were damn busy!!!!on Thursday nid to stay back for the project task thing!!! then our grp cant finish so we went to han xi hse at around 7!!1siti and safwanah went there after band!!!they also didnt tell their parents abt it....we went there....her mother gif us brown rice this is my first time eating it!!!and it was juz after my dinner!!i was so damn full anyway we finally finish the project task then i went using the comp. han xi use her mom's 1 while i use the other!!!the rest went home.
on Friday i got girl guides training..we had gadget making and competition after that the games...
the today i juz came back frm swimming,it was quite tough cause i skip 2 lessons already but i still pass the timing!!!!